Day 122

What is this blessed life I am leading - surrounded by the peace and majesty of birds chirping and trees swaying in the soft sunshine and mellow breeze. My companions and inspirers are two sagacious dogs - determined to be happy amd loving and joyful at all costs. How am I so lucky as to be lounging in my hammock at 11.40 am on a wednesday afternoon in late May, nothing but clean air and blue sky all around outside, slowly filling me up from the inside. This must be what heaven feels like. 

10.54 pm update - naturopaths booked, 2 for the search of 1!! People who seem to care about having your business, not celebrity nutritionists who are too good for you. LTD will be long and confounding and make me besties with the texans at NYL. Bounce life is underway! 2 mins today, plus R100. Anyway. All that done, it feels like im still living im busyness. A dull and empty one, with lots of gaps for doomscrolling and empty couch time. But still busyness. Before things get out of hand again, would love to learn stillness. Slowness. Emptiness. Gratitude. Maybe that should be June vibes. Fingers crossed.

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