Day 33

3 things I want to relearn
- have fun
- dream big
- Trust yourself

4 fresh starts i have had before
- healthy eating
- workouts
- finances
- us

3 things I want to try
- chill this week
- keep up the momentum through the period 
- 5 min loyal to self

5 things that give me momentum
- progress
- results 
- competition 
- public commitment 
- joy

3 reasons to begin slowly
- slow down to speed up
- start slow go far
- start somewhere 

4 hopes for the year ahead
- anticipation 
- intention 
- Wholeheartedness 
- excitement

A day that carried forward all the momentum of the last couple - read a fair bit, wake up and make those calls, grab the bull by its horns. For once Brad hour left me feeling tired more than energized. But carried on and walked.

Walk musing - possibly the last sunny snowy frigid day walk of the season. This season that will be remembered for all these walks. When everything else is a distant memory and chalked up to experience or battle wounds, the sight of crae and kikos bum hearts and the gentle tug of them around my waist as they pull me deeper into a forest of glistening sun-kissed pristine snow, just us and the silence and the wind. Its all I want to preserve for posterity.

Then start of make up weekend!! Hooky days kick off, I determinedly completed today's R100 before diving into the 1.5L muscato rose, and found the perfect christiesque mystery comedy in shondaland. A night after a long long time of no thoughts, just vibes. And laughs. And snuggle bugs. 

Fun continues tomorrow! 

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